We are go-carting through work today. this seems to be the 2nd best…
16th-Dec-2003 11:26 am
We are go-carting through work today. this seems to be the 2nd best thing that has happened for an xmas christmas party [work] i am completely stunned.
Hopefully i get my bike back later this week. i do miss it.
also i am resolved to be less of a cynical, depressive fuck. they'll still be traits, but i want to shrug them off, and be happier. hooray me :)
the last week has been eye opening for myself, and i have noticed the way the world works. i think my cynicism has kept me blind all these years. I hope this will unlock all the those people [and their actions] that i just failed to understand.
Somoe one mentioned to me that i will just get bitter that i will think "no on else 'gets it' ", but i don't think so. i existed for my life till now, and have had social interaction, i can't see why i should harbour any angst if someone else fails to 'get it' - as if i do anyway....